I was guided to do a reading for the guys and gals out there that are hesitant in "making a move" towards that special female you are interested in. This is a general reading and will not apply to all. Only take away what resonates with your heart and soul!
It appears that the hesitation you are feeling in pursuing this romantic relationship stems from fear and insecurity. Fear that you cannot be accepted as you are. Fear that you cannot "provide" financially or materially. Perhaps you have put this love interest on some sort of pedestal. Trust me, she has flaws just like you and every other human being! Love is not logical or rational. Get rid of outdated ideas and social conventions! Love is not "providing" financially. True love has nothing to do with money and possessions. Love is pure in your heart, but gets muddy when you use only your brain and logic.
Be true and honest with yourself, look at what you can offer and not what you lack. All you need is an open heart. Be open to giving and receiving in love for balance and harmony. Let go of perfectionism and this "provider" mentality. You will both have plenty to offer each other-friendship, humor, support, love-but you must be open to both giving and receiving. Givers aren't the best receivers, but a balance is necessary for harmony. You just need to have an open heart, self-acceptance and willingness to give and receive love.
Remove your defenses, walls and barriers. Take a chance on yourself, take a chance on her, take a chance on love. Let go of doubt and anxiety. Let go of fear-fear of intimacy, fear of hurt, fear of embarrassment- and take action. If you make that move and are turned down, so be it. If it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. You'll never know unless you make the effort. Take that leap of faith! If she can't accept you for who you are, then good riddance! Trust that there is a lady out there that will love you just as you are. You don't need to be perfect, only to accept yourself as perfectly imperfect! See yourself as successful, look at all you've accomplished. Any past hurts you've experienced have helped to form your character. Whatever you experience contributes to the development of your personality. You are lovable and you are unique; there's nobody else like you!
Spending quality time having heart to heart conversations is free and everlasting! I keep hearing that song "Cheap Thrills" by Sia in my head as I type this. Accept yourself as perfectly imperfect and accept others for who they are. Don't you want to be loved and accepted for who you are and not what you can provide?
This truly is a situation where with faith all things are possible. Desire for love and companionship is part of who you are, let yourself have it. You deserve love! So go and get that girl!
Decks Consulted: Smith-Waite Tarot Deck-Centennial Edition, I Ching of Love, Whispers of Love Oracle Cards and Romance Angels Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue.